Damb regret

i don't look back and say "crap i made a mistake"..i look back and say, "that could have gone differently". i wont look at you and run through memories anymore. i wont think of you and cry anymore. i wont be put to sleep by my own tears cause I'm done with being sad, lonely, hateful, angry, and dead, because of you. its this damb regret...that i used to feel this damb regret that i know is real